will even remember?

I always ask myself these questions,but it seems like I can never get an answer.

Will even remember me when I walk past you in the future?

Will my name even ring a bell?

Will you remember the good times we had...

Or are you going to think I'm a stranger.

Will remember me when I say I went to school with you?

Will you remember my face?

Will I look a tad bit familiar....

Or will just walk away.

Will it hurt me if you were close to me?

Yeah, I think it will, because

That just mean I was close with you, but 

you weren't close with me.

Will you look at me crazy?

Or will it take time to notice me?

Will you remember me when I'm famous?

Will we talk to each other?

Are we going to go out to parties?

Are you going to be famous to?

Will I have to refresh your memory?

You know the truth is 5 out of 10, you won't remember me. No matter how close we were with each other. No matter how much secrets we told each other. You will never remember me no matter how much I remind you. We will just be strangers to each other. I wonder if this will happen to me with my future friends or if I'll forget them. If I do, oh well I guess that's what fate wants. if I do forget you, good-bye.

It's Not True!

You know it really hurts when someone says they can't trust you anymore in your face. That has happen to me with my father. And let me tell you this, it's soooooo annoying. I was telling the truth when he asked who messed up his bed. I didn't know what he was talking about, but a day later I had an afterthought. It should have came sooner, but it doesn't matter now because he wouldn't believe me anyways. Why trust someone when they can't trust you? Duh, you don't trust them. They give you that sort of treatment you give it back to them, if they think you deserve it so much. they never cut you slack. When you say it's not true. The look at you like your the little boy or girl who cries it's not true!

It's pathetic really. When you do it to someone so much who cares if they trust you or not. If they can't trust you who cares, there's other people that real trust you as long as you don't betray it. it goes on like a cycle. If you are reading this dad... not that you really do. It's not true, but why should you care you said it yourself. I'm a quote "liar". I can't be trusted. Run when you see me because the 14 year old liar is coming through. And everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie. Ugh, pathetic!

Tell me what you think about this?